Tired

I just want it to be daytime
So the world fills up with sound
And my ears stop ringing in the silence
So I can be optimistic again
Night dread
Primal, tapping against the window
When gods visit
When my brain kicks into life,
remembers
and bites me on the ass.
They put my leg back Wonky i bet.
Need another wee
Need another sip
What am I doing
Why am I doing
Anything
Foxes in the night

How to make a baby - by Alex Johnson

Hello blog. I haven't seen you for a while. Life has been pretty mental. I have made a baby. It's been truly the most amazing thing that's ever happened to me. Also the most crazy hard thing ever too.
So here we are together again oh blog buddy. My brain has told me i must write about my baby experiences and insights into parenting and all things fatherhood and babies! What a terrible disjointed first paragraph. I hope my flow returns and i end up writing something readable.
I shall return when i get the chance. Bye for now darlings x